i just had a thought to, could it be as you are so close to the end the reality of it is all sinking in, or not hitting yet? i remember with dd i wasnt sure i would know how to love a girl (as if its realy diffrent to boys) hope its just a case of it all feeling to surreal like its not realy happening, after all it is a hard concept to get your head arround, one day you have a big belly, the next you have a bub.